I'll be in Hong Kong by this time in 48hours.
Instead of feeling cheery and all geared up for the trip (as per always), I was pre-occupied with worried about work, school and financial issues. This is probably the first time I didn't spend more than 2 days planning the itinerary. It'll be like 'I think I know where we will be going and improvise the plan on the spot'.
I will be missing a lesson on OTIA and 2 on ESAP (my bad luck for a make-up class to fall on this weekend). Both modules are essays based.
I'm feeling terribly tired traveling to school 4 times a week. And have to constantly worry about the monthly work returns and patients follow-up. The stress is so tremendous that it has affected my sleep, both quality and quantity.
Interesting events spark little enthuse in me now. Like USS Halloween, or Halloween goodie bags which I'd be preparing (strike constrast with the excitement I had 2 years ago when I was packing the little party bags for my colleagues).
I wish the world to stop spinning now, let me take a breather and remember once again the good things in life which are worth living for.
