There are times at work I thought about E and sadness surged in me. Good thing I’m hiding behind my mask, so none knows I’m tearing actually.
I used to have texts, calls, video calls from E in AMK clinic after my session. It’s not going to happen again. Solitude, the first thing came to my mind. I have no one now.
Why and how he can love another so easily. I’m so jealous over how sweet he is to her. To be her Ahmad to drive her around, be her Mina to do housechores, her smoking buddy (who I cannot be). The daily good mornings and good nights which he’d never do for me willingly. I have so much resentment, because all I have done has came to a naught.
‘Honeymoon phase’, Terence said.
I was curious about their compatibility, referencing to their horoscopes. A spectator, looking out at how things will develop, though this is really none of my business from henceforth.
Aquarius is charismatic and has very active social life. However, this man is often unattached, much to the surprise and delight of his admirers. Does he falls in love? Yes, but he has commitment issues. This man is governed by his mind and when he finds himself flooded with emotions, he gets overwhelmed and confused. Flight is usually his response. He needs an open-minded partner who can give him a lot of space and accept his ways. Demanding, needy and clingy woman (that’s me) do not match him well. He seeks strong, intelligent, independent and trustworthy woman.
Pisces plays the role of a giver who will always go the extra mile to make her partner happy and contented. This trait can possibly backfire if she is in love with a selfish person. Piscean dream of true love so they match well with romantic, caring, sensitive and faithful partners.
Aquarius has a hot temper. They have a considerably low level of tolerance. This relationship needs more work than most to make it healthy.
For the first 2 months of relationship between Aquarius and Pisces, things will be hot and steamy. Aquarius will leave Pisces fascinated and the latter will intrigued the other. They will have an amazing ‘get to know you’ phase. Yet this hot and intensity wears down fast. When things becomes cool, the Aquarian will need abit more space and freedom. This will make the Piscean wondering, “What did I do wrong?”. With growing concern, this will lead to the Piscean giving chase, which only serve to irritate the Aquarian who was looking to be alone.
Here comes Phase 2. After the pull of strong attraction, one will yearn deeper connection and glitches will unfold. Aquarius takes a long time for commitment while Pisces wants to seal the love earlier. If the Fish feels like she has been taken for granted, she will step on the breaks so as not to prolong their pain. Second, Aquarius will always come up short of the emotional demands of Pisces. Aquarius process everything in his mind, while Pisces being the most sensitive signs of all, allows her heart to rule.
The Aquarius man is methodical and analytical. His attitude is sometimes callous. This flies in the face of the Pisces woman who commits to her morning meditation. Problems can arise with compatibility when the Pisces woman feel that she has to chase to keep the Aquarian man inside the ‘fence’
I read about the compatibility for Capricorn and Aquarius and it had been true in reflecting what we had been through. He’d have a better chance with Pisces. I can’t bring myself to congratulate and give blessings now. I was telling myself to be fair to the Pisces lady, leave them alone.
