Surviving with liquids

Living and moving on with scars.

Slept from 6am - 9am. I was bed bound for the whole of Sunday, drifted in for a couple of mins of nap in the afternoon. Yoghurt for lunch and meal replacement shake for dinner.

Insomnia is real, and it’ll take a toll on my work the next day. Either I cut myself, my patient, or my assistant. I’m in no shape nor concentration to attend to patients. I’ll see a doctor tomorrow for a day off.

Texted Eve, wife of E’s cousin, to let her know the status. She knew about our conflict with his philandering ways and tried to mediate during the CNY. Comforting that there’s people bitching together with me. Undeniably, they have family connections and I’m an outsider after all. They would still have to give blessings and attend his wedding, no matter his actions or wrongdoings as condemned by us. I’ll miss his warm family for the CNY visitings, I enjoyed myself last year and it is with a heavy heart that I won’t be in this year.