No Netflix, no FB, no IG

His first post on IG, I wonder what it is.

No more Netflix. No profile display on FB. He’s bent on kicking me out of his life.

Frequent activity on Telegram for the past week,

Last seen:
5/5 Sun 4:25pm
9/5 Thu
11/5 Sat 12pm, 2:45pm
It came to me how I started chatting with him on telegram. Passcode and digression from C. A strategy, once too familiar.

I know I shouldn’t be bothered.
I know all of these is none of my business.
I know I’m trapping myself in an endless loop, again.
I know I’m losing it.
I wished I can be nonchalant.
Please, if my prayers can be heard, get him out of my head. Let him go, let me go.

不再看 不再盼
不再听 不再知
才是对自己最仁慈