Reducing my time on FB and Tele so I don’t check on E

I know I should stop looking up at E on FB and Telegram. It is only stupid of me to think that there might be a tiny weeny chance that he’s checking on me. 

Coincidentally, my travels fall on 21st Mar, 2 months after his birthday. I wanted to enjoy my vacation and planned to block him on Telegram. I’ve yet decided if that shall remains permanent or lifted once I’m back. I don’t know if I’ll regret, god will tell me I shouldn’t. 

Precursors, he may declare his relationship with KF on her birthday or after. We’ll know when he changes his relationship status or posts their photos. I may have to cut myself loose then despite how reluctant I am.