Closure of E&L joint account

7 Feb, it has been 6 months since the joint account for E and I were opened. I had closed the account today. It is regretful that we couldn’t hold on the relationship to pass the 6 months mark. Service fee of $5 was charged at the end of last month because they have revised the minimum balance to be maintained at $1000, instead of $500.

I have kept his belongings, the things he’d given me, or what we used to share, items which evokes memories of him in a cabinet. Except for the shoes. Someday, I’d walk out of his shadows and be brave enough either discard or return the items to him.

I am trying my best not to track him anymore. It was only once last week and I think I did well. I don’t have to know how he is doing. There’s a quote, ‘when you throw your trash out, you don’t go out to see how your trash is doing. Stop stalking your ex.’ It is almost certain he knows how to and be able to take care of himself.