Christmas eve

Christmas eve.

I was looking forward to Christmas. Attracted to the happy vibes.

I thought I would do something meaningful this Christmas holiday, making it memorable. But I did something I could have done any other day and I gave up the gathering with Cal and friends.

I was worming at home to complete the itinerary for Japan. Nearly went without food if he hadn't ordered Food Panda.

He said I worked like a maniac. I know this distraction works.

"I wouldn't want to kick my ass again for being stranded without buses back like we did in Edo Town. We walked 90 minutes to the train station", I told him. And the menses cramps became a good excuse to escape gathering. I honestly don't know how to pull it off if it was delayed.

Cal is smart; he doesn't put the ring inside the Love & co pouch anymore. Now I just need to ensure he doesn't bring it to Japan, certainly not to use it on my birthday, not in Disneysea. He read one of my post about marrying myself away before 30.

Sigh.