04-05-15' Counting down to exams
The count down metre has started. 2 more days to my first paper. The exam schedule has been unfavorable this time with 3 papers consecutively over 2 days and another 2 back to back. I lamented on how suay I can get for this timetable in my final year (fingers crossing).
I'm getting all the jitters. My body isn't adapting well to the stresses that I tend to feel bloated or getting nauseous at times, dizzy spells, breaking into cold sweat, lethargic, severe mood swings, unable to focus and hard to get enough hours or good quality sleep. Sometimes I entered into fright mood and I was lost on what to do.
I fear that the things I read or attempt to memorize goes to blank at the exam hall. Because I simply can't recall them after turning the pages. I have 3 essay papers and 2 quantitative papers to sit for. I remembered reading upon the brain capacity of humans being able to remember the content of 18 sets of encyclopedia which puts me to awe. But judging from my case, I can't remember even half a set. I don't want to fail myself at the last lap after trying so hard and giving up so much for school. I took a full week from work since last week just to study. The relative effect of lost is significantly higher comparative to previous years and this stress compounded and caged me badly.
Please, let me graduate with a good honors and be happy like the other graduates in their convocation I saw in school last month.
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