05-10-14' updates

It has been 3 weeks since I started school full time. 

It feels very different to go school in the morning or afternoon, seeing hordes of young people in cliques buzzing away or discussing projects. This was the university school life I was missing. I've taken a more active approach and interest to study in school and out of my own time. It dawned to me that I should have done that earlier to enjoy my school life rather than rushing through it in the nights. 

Of course, this has a trade off. My pay was cut half or more. Only working for 3 full days has it's consequences. I have to try to work around my budget like how I used to when I was receiving my monthly allowances from my poly bond. 

I am starting to go to gym near my place. It's a nice environment though it's a shame I only know how to make use of 2-3 equipment out of the many. Thankfully, I don't see myself shunning or shying from it, unlike how I formulate I would when I signed up. Maybe just the first 2 days, I procrastinated. I'm glad I have time for all these and a chance of putting things right. 

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I dreamt of my secondary school, my classmates last night. 

I dreamt of how LW proposed- through long connected AVA rooms all dimmed and decorated with artificial snow/ small styrofoam balls. I was sleighing down the snow through all the wonderful decorations of snowman and with TV screens all plastered with our pictures. I was asking myself about my decision, and the answer...

Hah, I'll keep it to myself. 

The whole saga was so funny and absurd. I can't deny that I was touched. At the same time, I'm happy to reunion with my classmates, ironically through this mean.