7-2-14' Wonder Woman

I'm lugging a big backpack with DSLR camera, laptop from my house to Bedok Market Place. It's easily a 5kg field pack. 

I took a train, changed to a train, changed to a bus and this took an hour from home to destination. I woke up earlier and went home later. 

And yet all these are not seen. All that are seen are numbers, figures; when all you are valued is based on the money you bring in. 

The uncertainties and responsibilities are over-whelming. 

I... don't know what I'm reduced to. 

What is the point of working so hard?