28-04-13; Happy marriage to Ying!

It's comforting and heart-warming to see your best friend of more than a decade to have found her true happiness and embarking on the building blocks of her new family.

It has been an utmost pleasure to be bridesmaid and be involved.

Seeing how 'affectionate' my buddies were in making all these worthwhile melts my heart. I tear for joy, for witnessing how much they would go to celebrate for our sisters. Yes, the unforgettable 'Yum-sing by Joe and Mao.

We have came so far to make the event a success and it was brought altogether with a perfect closure. Hiccups did happen but it only strengthens the retention of memories for we triumph over the obstacles by ourselves. It couldn't have been better, it couldn't have been the same with any single one less.

I enjoyed 'conspiring' with the bridesmaids and the sporty spirit of the brothers. I have never laughed this much on a gate-crashing video. This had simply gotta be the best. Call it subjectivity due to over-involvement, I laughed my heart out, through and through.

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I begin to understand myself better. The 'infarction' happens. I knew this would mean I'm not ready for it as yet, though the urgency is adamant for me to view it critically. I'm getting old.

Am I chasing aimlessly over a shadow? Could it be the ending which affects how I reacted, hoping for a sequel? I'm linking the dots together and it turns out to be a loop.