30-04-13' 啊？

惨了，感觉好像。应该要用一段时间淡忘吧。

时间、地点、人物。

28-04-13; Happy marriage to Ying!

It's comforting and heart-warming to see your best friend of more than a decade to have found her true happiness and embarking on the building blocks of her new family.

It has been an utmost pleasure to be bridesmaid and be involved.

Seeing how 'affectionate' my buddies were in making all these worthwhile melts my heart. I tear for joy, for witnessing how much they would go to celebrate for our sisters. Yes, the unforgettable 'Yum-sing by Joe and Mao.

We have came so far to make the event a success and it was brought altogether with a perfect closure. Hiccups did happen but it only strengthens the retention of memories for we triumph over the obstacles by ourselves. It couldn't have been better, it couldn't have been the same with any single one less.

I enjoyed 'conspiring' with the bridesmaids and the sporty spirit of the brothers. I have never laughed this much on a gate-crashing video. This had simply gotta be the best. Call it subjectivity due to over-involvement, I laughed my heart out, through and through.

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I begin to understand myself better. The 'infarction' happens. I knew this would mean I'm not ready for it as yet, though the urgency is adamant for me to view it critically. I'm getting old.

Am I chasing aimlessly over a shadow? Could it be the ending which affects how I reacted, hoping for a sequel? I'm linking the dots together and it turns out to be a loop.

16-04-13' Holiday!

An overseas trip, finally!

Booked air tickets to Taiwan for my mom, dad, Calvin and I. Hope Jetstar is good! The expectations of a budget airlines falls short so far, with the exclusion of baggage, meals, in-flight entertainment and even the SMS itinerary carries a charge of $1.29. It amuses me how these were taken for granted so easily. I'm getting a pair of tickets at $560 with Jetstar, compared to $609 for ONE ticket of SQ. No, I'm not flying by Scoot with the massive flight cancellation issues they have and brewing badly in online forums. It brings shame to the parent company, sigh.

Life constrains you in certain ways, making you like a puppet in society. It shapes you go conform to the social roles or face social consequences. I'm cutting off the strings- I'm going to be unemployed. Though the consequences are going to hit me hard, a tight slap of reality on my face, I reckon the need for a break badly.

I was happily thinking what I was going to do. And LASIK came into mind. What a thought!

09-04-13' Fallen leaves

Resigning from work is liken breaking up in a relationship. Either it ends well or it goes ugly.

When I am truly upset, I'd rather people not ask about it. It takes time and could be slow but I'll be fine.

08-04-13' Holding onto the letter

I've been withholding the letter for so long. Hope it ends well.

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Massive outbreaks.

5 days of school per week, exams near, bridesmaid, work target, career mobility.

Grrr!