07-01-13' Exams! :(

Registering for exams set my panic button on. Seeing the dates so closely stacked together, it truly scares the hell outta me.

Calvin was jokingly (actually half serious I sensed) saying that if we couldn't make it through, which is so likely given our progress, we should stop and focus on career. There would be so many things we could do. I have to admit that this thought did spouted in my head and I had tried very hard to suppress it down.

Instead of internal motivation, the external motivation of not being a 'loser' is taking charge. This, is not sufficient to pull one through.

It is so hard to perform work duties and study, because one has to compromise to another. Sigh. I'm facing issues with organizing my study days given 7.5 annual leave I have for 2013 till May and 5 papers to take.

I'm a goner.