6-10-12` New Quote

"Life is a roller coaster. It's not well-lived if its stale, I mean still'

A random phase I whipped out turns out to be the most adapting words to describe the present. A tad too exciting for my heart to take, in fact.

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My family is in chaos. My dad and mum quarreled a few weeks ago. A bad fight.

Things have shaken up between my brother and sis-in-law.

I'm in a lost of wits. I felt so useless because I couldn't do shit to help anyone.

I'm afraid that I might be the next one; exploding or being exploded.

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My work is in a mess. Business is bad with hardly any referrals, I barely see 3 patients a day. I could feel the de-motivation arising within.

'Why am I here then?'  I am capable of doing more.

The medical clearance for cc came at this time. Such a bad timing. Despite knowing that it would be a matter of time, I was praying the change to kick in at a later time. I'm not ready, my family is not ready, my school is not ready, my work is not ready.


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I need to work harder with numbers. Be it differentiation in Maths 1 or finance management. I'm in deficit.

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Thankfully there's Legoland this weekend. I need to LET IT OUT! What is the scariest ride? BRING IT ON!