I should be happy.

The thing is, why am I using 'should'? It would have been definitive.

Why am I landed in such a foreign place? To somewhere I don't feel like belonging to?

It's like you were upgraded from Windows xp to Mac and now degrading to Windows again. You forget that the window exit button is on the right hand side and you kept sliding your cursor to the left only to find that it's at the other side.

I like Mac better.