06-06-10` Capricorn X Sagittarus

Please, not let fidelity be the issue. Infidelity, coincidentally is a trait in Sagittarus. The ugly truth has act like a lesh, causing me to hold back.

One in a million, to find someone who is living at similar standard and sharing the same perspective as you. Honestly put it, I am still adapting. Many times, I went into a trance, thinking if I am able to tune myself to make myself compatible; wouldn't it be better if neither party has to change to accommodate to each other. And the finale question always ends with, "Why did I raise the white flag and surrender my happiness when I had found someone so right?" I closed my eyes, rest my case and let the tears flow.

I hate to be corrected. I hate to be interrupted when I'm talking. I hate to activate my defensive self. It shown all the ugly side of me. When you love someone, you're supposed to make the person shine, and not bring the person down and plagued with inferiority, isn't it?

Matters of heart is truly complicated.