31-03-2010` Driving; Changi Prision

J has returned to States. Have been meeting him up and gorging myself with supper these 2 nights before his departure.

We talked about relations; an ever so sensitive portion, I believed both of us do not wish to pry into. We managed to get ourselves both a pair of listening ears. I cried and I know he was fighting back his tears. The similar plight of our romance, a mess. He deserves better, I hope Nature will bestow kindness to him. Please.

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Drove the L plate license Nissan Sunny around Pasir Ris. My instructor was a little off himself, obviously his mind was at the other end, circling when his 'friend' (a young, sweet lady, the voice that came from the receiver end) will board her plane to Vietnam.

He dozed off for a few minutes while I was at Pasir Ris. Thats when I missed a crucial left turn and headed straight, to a route he wasn't familiar and he literally freaked out. We passed by Changi Prision, and with the path ahead shows no signs of exit to main road, he panicked if we were to face a dead end or ended up at the entrance of military police, army bases, where our presence needs to be accountable for. Luckily the road leads to the main traffic. Phew!

It was a good drive though an adventurous one. But it gears me up to reality check.