27-02-2010` NATAS; MOVIDA

Its almost 5am. The birds are chipping 'ey-yore' as the morning call. The usual I would hear when I used to work for school clinic, waking up at 6 plus 7am.

Back from Movida, St James. Lots of updates to do at a later time. First experiences.

The red Toyota WISH taxi driver was driving at 130km/h and the system gave a beeping sound whenever the speedometer exceeds 120km/h. And it came to me, TOYOTA. Was on the verge to buckle my seat belt but decided not, due to the awkwardness it'd bring. Anyway, we got home safely and I'd remember his cabby as one with 3 teddy bears and 1 purple bear/dog on his dock.

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NATAS Fair, as usual, I need 2 days before deciding on the trips. I went to Lisa from Euroasia to see to my travelling needs. I didn't managed to pull it off the embarrassment from the inconvenience caused by the last JP trip. I recalled her asking, inevitably as any concerned individual, 'Is everything okay between the 2 of us?'. And I had to came up with lies after lies to mask my 'abandonment'. A blessing or not, she was occupied all the 3 times I visited her booth. She passed my case to her colleague but appears to be a novice. 'I'd return tomorrow to see you again', I said before bidding farewell and rushing off (seriously straining my neck for time) to meet Miao at VIVO. I have to come up with new packaged lies to uphold his integrity I guess, sigh.

MOVIDA
A pumpkin bum like me is not able to tolerate the flashing lights from the disco. Its blinding me with the 'lighting bolts' which described by Jing as 'turning the images into animations'. I started to have tears welled up. Partly have to admit is the memories locket which was triggered. Once, I had this someone who would drive recklessly, cutting lanes, to company me at ZOUK. And this someone had became another's someone.

To think when Miao asked me a couple of hours ago, whether I'm okay, I told her straight, 'I am starting to get used to'. Yes, I'm crying now; for all my brave front and hard work which I have put up over the 3 months, had turned into ashes this instant.

How I wished I haven't loved a man who didn't loved me.

When I wake up in the morning, everything will be back to normal again. Just like a fairy godmother works on her magic spell and resume my peacefulness.