31-01-2010` A new journal?

The person who stand with you in times of poverty may not be the fortunate one who witness and share your wealth.

Only in tough times, you will see the one, who will cry and stay together with you; in good times, you could only see another one who will laugh and stay by your side.

Because like the stars, you will see them in the dark sky but you could not see them in the morning, even though they are and had always been there.

How many, can understand the ironic of life?

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Memories with JS & Galvin as sweet, JJ & LW as sour, Fb as bitter.

I had asked myself this question over, if I knew the ending would be like this, would I allow myself to fall? Because its painful, very.

I can't come up with an answer, after 70 days. As much as I try to condition myself I was happy, I can only relate it as bitterness. Regression, I supposed.

I have decided, when I've put all these behind, I will delete this blog which I hold dear for 6 years. I might create another online journal. We shall see.