04-01-2010` run, run, run.

I've burst my budget for December. And I was told that the payroll will be late. I need my 13th month bonus! :(

Suspected to have obsessive compulsive disorder. I don't feel right if I don't jog at night- I'll lose whatever I've achieved this far, overnight. Even if I got home at 9.30pm, I forced myself to go for the run. I fear.. I'll lose everything, including myself.