28-12-09` bad night

I had a long time tossing in bed, again. There was so much left to be said but I never get the chance to say it anymore, of course it won't be making any difference.

Significant to me, to at least beautify the ending, to prove that the love did exist and the person I loved was worth my efforts. The past has been so unreal that I can't convince myself its not a dream.

It was never my intention to end it this way; was coerced to let the words out because you wanted your happiness. Be happy, because it was traded with mine.

I will be accepting other's pursue. Be happy, for me.