17-11-09` JP, still?

Yesterday, my company confirmed of the leaves I'll be taking in December. Call me sensitive, but I do feel the sympathy- they are wondering if the trip is called off and I'll cancel the leave and continue working.

Actually, I am uncertain as well. Am I able to cope if I were to be there alone? I have been to Sentosa and movies on my own but being in a foreign country is totally different. I wouldn't have mind if its TW or HK.

JP trip is the only connector between whats remains and I'm reluctant to let it go.

Silly, oh silly me.