22-09-09` What should I do

Through past experiences, it had etched in me the sense of insecurity when you are not around. I hate this feeling of uncertainty.

Give and take, the law in relationship is clear. The field of acceptance excludes doing any harm to your health. I fear, this shall forever be the debating subject, something I can easily lay the blame upon if any fractures would to occur.

Obstinate I am. Its not unwilling to compromise but I am unable to compromise. Instead of giving you a deadline (which obviously doesn't work), I should be giving myself a deadline. If I am not able to cross this hurdle of compromising myself, I will have to let this relationship go.

Its time to get serious.