05.03.09` Toying with the possibilities

Lack of updates means I've been busy, bottling my emotions up.

I've been toying with the dangerous thoughts of 'WHY, WHAT, HOW' if I were to head off for another direction.

I know I will have more personal time for myself (whether I like it anot); love myself more; trying hard to organise timeoff for my khakis (despite the high rejection rates); be more attentive to my family.

I know I won't be able to continue driving; being loved; hanging around with people from all walks of life, practically people the guai kia won't associate with; increase my GK (General Knowledge); to feel happiness.

I don't know why am I thinking about these. Its not a healthy thought but maybe its a phrase people will go through.

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I am still impressed by the morale a movie is trying to convey.

"Love is like a smokescreen. What you see might not be the truth and the truth might not been seen by you".

It was portray as a lady who admires 2 man on separate occasions. She saw both man A and B with different women and associate them being attached.

At a twist of fate, Man A has the opportunity to explain that the woman she had seen was his 'sister'; Man B did not share the same destiny to clarify that the woman was actually his friend's girlfriend.

In the end, the woman chose Man A who lied to her - the lady was his then girlfriend.

She will never know she has misunderstood Man B and Man B will never know he was being mistaken.

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Though at times it may be difficult, I would still say I am very happy now.