05-11-08` The Fallen

Fall, Fell, Fallen. There is another meaning attached to 'The Fallen'.

I was having fever last night. The tears were warm. The tears were for my fear, loneliness, more than a voluntary response in attempt to lose heat in my body. It has been some time since I cried myself to sleep. The feeling of running a temperature sucks, and knowing no one cares sucks even more.

Probably this is an enlightenment for me. A blessing in disguise? I don't know.