09-09-08` HAPPILY nEVER AFTER?

happily never after?

As the audience applauses when the film cut with shrek and fiona together, would anyone wonder what goes on behind the scences? i guess u would never get to see fiona scrubing the toilet bowl, arguing who left the toilet seat up, or who was the culprit who left the toothpaste cover hanging loose. these 'itnity dritty' of the daily lives are hidden well behind the dirty curtains of 'happily every after'.

i was taken aback by how i have been a shadow of another. i imagine my head being cut off and replaced by another in the memories we shared. i shruddered at the thought - it scares me. for it being subconscious means it has always been the case without u realising. terrible.


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i am currently reading the book 'the pact'. a love story interwines with death and crime. its intriguing and sets me thinking (however, mostly the negative).