28-04-08` money money where are you

okay, so i have to go to shanghai in july (expected to burn $1000), taiwan in sept with hky, lpq, tww, (expected to burn $1500).

and now i have to survive the entire june holidays in singapore slogging off my life when others are flying.

no. either i will die from working or jump off any hdb flat due to mental problem.

decision has to be made fast.

since i cannot skip july and june, i will have to sacrifies my sept.

i'm sorry but please put yourself in my shoes. i cannot work for the entire june school holidays because u know u can't too.

suddenly i am overwhelmed with fear. i am trapped.