16-04-08` my rosy cheeks

the truth about my rosy cheeks.

i hate when people comment about my cheeks. they are red. i know.

i hate people shooting arrows of physical attack. face it, everyone has an incomplete body, be it bad hair, dark eye circles, face shape, body proportions, anything u can think of it, u can name it.

i can remember who did that to me. vivid and clear.

i hate the way my cheeks flush after exercise. not only that, when i'm anxious, nervous, warm, right down to eating hot stuff.

i'm a sensitive monster.

today i was taught to give and receive compliments. and i was shocked how a flaw to me presents itself as a gift to others.

trust me, its not a blessing nor inheritance. u have to put up with people's mockery; constant checks in the mirror and occasionally sponging the area.

i am thankful for people who truly thinks its good. the women's 6th sense tells me who they are. i appreciate it from the bottom of my heart but i seriously think u wouldnt want to go through the same cycle to get the natural blusher.

and.. if nature can hear this, i would like to be removed from the curse.