28-04-08` money money where are you

okay, so i have to go to shanghai in july (expected to burn $1000), taiwan in sept with hky, lpq, tww, (expected to burn $1500).

and now i have to survive the entire june holidays in singapore slogging off my life when others are flying.

no. either i will die from working or jump off any hdb flat due to mental problem.

decision has to be made fast.

since i cannot skip july and june, i will have to sacrifies my sept.

i'm sorry but please put yourself in my shoes. i cannot work for the entire june school holidays because u know u can't too.

suddenly i am overwhelmed with fear. i am trapped.

27-04-08` tuckwei's 21st birthday!

as promised, a prelude to tuckwei's 21st birthday party.

part one is simple and heart-warming with home-cooked dishes and catering. yeaps, and u bet his mom can cook! haha.

part two is clubbing at double-o, which miao and i were unable to attend. tuckwei has the pics in his blog. :)

we get to see different categories of his friends, from sec sch to poly to misc (miao and i).

besides idling, miao and i did the things women loves to do most (besides shopping), gossipping! we 'exchange information', check out friendster, facebook and laugh at the silly pictures. nothing beats the warmth of sharing stories and know more history about one another.

i've sent the photos to the birthday boy. a total of 60 over pictures (including the 10 sequeal shots he requested). so u can understand why i have to limit myself to posting all the pictures up becos its not possible!


miao and i. i look awfully shag. haa.


candid? tuck wei is acting innocent. (haha, miao, sorry to drag u into this!)


1/10 of the sequeal shots i love the most!

we wanted to pay jing a surprise visit at her hostel after tuckwei's place but unfortunately we do not have the presents on hand. grrs.. there goes our plan! we felt kinda bad. *sheepish

hope the 2 birthday stars enjoyed their 21st! cheers!

25-04-08` basic theory II

my second attempt at the basic theory.

throughout the 30 minutes when i was doing the test, i was thinking "god dammit. harder than the last time." and more distractions now with this instructor who is like a portable audio system going blasting instructions to the candidates. *grrrs..

i checked through the questions 3 times before submitting. i was crossing my fingers and hoping for "PASS" to appear.

... well, yes finally and the trial test did heaps of help!

earlier the day i have planned what to get to reward myself if i pass this hurdle. and made no mistake about it, i bought the present for myself. ("made no mistake about it" - revokes my memory of the arrogant and initimating alan yip. haha)

ying, u'll be next! i have total confidence in u!

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counting to 8 months..

24-04-08` mooody

moody moody moody moody mooooody.

friendless? hmmms...

19-04-08` gloomy bear

gloomy bear! imported from japan guarantees u nothing but quality. no more distortion of the face shape, size and features.

absolutely loves.

with much debate between my id and superego, i finally had this soft toy in my arms. glad i made that choice. hees.


opps. don't stare for too long or u will get dizzy. its not a bad attempt consider it being taken in an automobile.


the close up. i don't fancy violence but the splatters of blood makes it so lovable! (or sub-consciously i am violent?)

and of cos, the best thing is the unique feature most bears cant do - moving its arm in circles, killing its master (yeah, killing its master as always). yups, i had it all in the video.

BUT being a novice in blogging video, i cant seem to get it up right. if u're keen, its in my phone!

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relations issue - april mission accomplished. not the BGR i'm referring to but... something else. our picks are great, joe don't u think so? LOL, i'm blabbering too much! :x

16-04-08` my rosy cheeks

the truth about my rosy cheeks.

i hate when people comment about my cheeks. they are red. i know.

i hate people shooting arrows of physical attack. face it, everyone has an incomplete body, be it bad hair, dark eye circles, face shape, body proportions, anything u can think of it, u can name it.

i can remember who did that to me. vivid and clear.

i hate the way my cheeks flush after exercise. not only that, when i'm anxious, nervous, warm, right down to eating hot stuff.

i'm a sensitive monster.

today i was taught to give and receive compliments. and i was shocked how a flaw to me presents itself as a gift to others.

trust me, its not a blessing nor inheritance. u have to put up with people's mockery; constant checks in the mirror and occasionally sponging the area.

i am thankful for people who truly thinks its good. the women's 6th sense tells me who they are. i appreciate it from the bottom of my heart but i seriously think u wouldnt want to go through the same cycle to get the natural blusher.

and.. if nature can hear this, i would like to be removed from the curse.

13-04-08`nothing

am here.

was here.

nothing else.

11-04-08` pasta de waraku

dined at pasta de waraku located at 'central'.

being a lover for pasta and fan of jap cuisine, i always wanted to try the food there.

conclusion - the wait is atrocious. yes, 45 minutes is atrocious for an impatient person like me. not to mention the addition waiting time after we ordered our food. i only realise why the wait is so long until we stepped in. the overall size of the restuarant is nothing but with only 24 2-seaters tables.

it was no doubt one of the best pasta i've tasted. wayyy better than pasta cafe. it came to 20+ / pax but it does worth the money (however, the wait kills).

so advice to all folks, please go during non-peak hours, or alternatively visit the other branches where i believe will be able to hold more hungry souls.

09-04-08` P5 talk

P5 talks are adding to my stress. those batch of kids are tough to handle. they practically either talk non stop among themselves or daze off.

lets get this over and done with.

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okay, i shall wrap the 'mystery' up with the picture.

'CHEY!' i know all of u must be going 'chey!' haha. an orh-chay caused by a retard knocking herself onto the edge of the bed frame. but seriously, it looks like a rotten banana (by its x-section).

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oh oh, and where did i found these interesing stuff?

the background and the blue thing by the left are the clues!

07-04-08` clinical audit

clinical audit. seeing '0's in the report. opps!

its not easy to be under dr devi. i have done my best for the clinical work, no major cockups.

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P5 talks x 4. to be observed by supervisor.

money is hard to earn.

:(

05-04-08` basic theory on the 25-04-08.

went to ssdc with ying early in the morning of a lovely saturday.

booked another date for basic theory as well as a trial test. ying must be my lucky stars cos miraclously, i managed to get a date in apr! the schedule opens to me the last time was all in july. and now in apr? how lucky can i get?

yay! we'll be going for the trial test together!

list of activities up to keep my weekends burned. because their big days are coming. u know, we tends to get busy in apr. tuck wei and jing, stop grinning, LOL!

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IDEM volunteering tml and audit on monday.

gosh, monday. i need blessings!

02-04-08` bian wisom op

bian had all his wisdom extracted. 4 excisions to be precise.

he look so fragil for the first time on the hospital bed.

"he did this becos of me?"

never in his life would he wants to visit the dentist, moreover, to undergo a surgery thats deem 'unecessary'. his mom did persuaded him to go during his ns days but he pushed it off with all kinds of reasons u can gather in the universe.

phobia. fear of knowing your own ill health, risks, critised by the dentist for not taking care of your own teeth.

i understand this point thats why i don't scold my patients. i tell them their situation, corresponding solutions and leave them for action. what happens next is none of my business. yeps, seriously none of my business. but this 'take it or leave it' approach may be deemed as 'hack care'.

so now after the massive invasion and resurrectioning, the tissues around swells up. bian is taking it lightly as a mockery as kenna boxed by someone else.

i wonder what is the psychological processes thats going through his mind. that is far too much for one to bear. at least not for me.
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i failed my basic theory. i have not been a good girl and have not been studying. bian surgery then course the next morning followed by the basic theory. i still have to clear the big CLINICAL AUDIT next monday. the mental pressure is too much to bare with taking care of bian my priority. i gave up and flinged my books away 30 minutes before the test starts.

was disappointed with myself for not being able to cope. and worst of all, the next test date is 3 months away, again.

i slept my head off in his car while he's driving. felt definately better when i woke up.

i did not regret for the choice i made. yea, just retake, whats the big problem? haha.

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blogged too much, i must be looney! and i will be edgy (GOAR!) towards the kids as i am depriving my sleep now.

02-04-08` my first ben and jerry's!

the pictures will be of random. or.. rojak?


my first ben and jerry's! u must be thinking what a pumpkin i am for tasting the ice-cream sadly only after i'm 21. we had this on our 7th anniversary and the choco cow is on the house!

the following picture may be catergorize 'gore' and therefore unsuitable for the young and weak hearted. please be prepared.


what is this? people, please be creative with your answers! strawberry mark? lip blam? the full picture will be revealed in future post * (*if the respond is good)



finally bian and i! :)

02-04-08`

okay, due to popular demand, i am doing another feature on hky (managed to dig out some photos from my phone. blessings? haha).

this mission trip is to buy tww's present so miss tww, please check out what u've missed!

we went to this jap restuarant in marina square and we were glad we went. as a side note, lucky not to the 'soup kitchen' that hky was suggesting to go. (cos we can't find it anywhere in marina sq and our tummies were protesting for not feeding them!)


hky, the poster girl for the restuarant!

my mango 'mountain'. it looks so huge that i thought i will suffer from diaherra if i gobble everything up. pls refer to the deserts of pq and hky, and u will see what i mean.

pq's nice-y!

yeah, 2nd photo. its her with her 'HOTBALLS'. how does it taste like? ask HER. haha!