23-03-08` RT

i'm feeling negative.

work work and more work. there might be reshuffling and some getting used to.

i am 90% sure i will leave after the 2 years bond ended.

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physically tired but can't get into sleep. angry with myself for wasting such a golden chance to nap in the afternoon.

"what am i doing? what do i need to do?"

my sky is grey but it would have been black without bian around.

bian is starting his RT. i can't go against the government so i will have to see him less often.