31-08-07` school dinner

my senior and i were invited to the school's teachers day celebration dinner at furama riverfront. we were kinda unwilling to go since we aren't good in PR. our heads strongly encourage our attendance. i left like i was doing OT. LOL.

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i'm with fabian.

talking about worlds apart, i have been coming down hard on him of his cigarettes and vulgarities. a kindergarten school teacher with a ruler in her hand. (man, i always made stupid analogy.)

he reads me like a book, or even like a transparency?

i don't know what i want.

he said "there's a 50-50 chance that u will have another 2 boyfriends before settling down, around the age of 26". he said that despite the direct contrary to his ideal relationship of the last one walking down the aisle. his friends asked him how long can this relationship last, his reply is "i don't know". i am shattering his dream.

"jin can be with weider for a few years, but u can't be with a person for such a long time"

a direct hit. i was hurt but its true. the truth behind the hidden walls which i never wish to acknowledge.

a real gentleman who respects her decision while protecting her at the same time.

it may not be a good start, it may be out of obligation, whichever way it turns out to be, i feel that i need to make this man happy for what he has done for me.