15-08-07` 7th lunar month

its 2 days into the 7th lunar month and things start to go off track for me.

things screwed up in clinics. alright, i am dumb.

i burnt and brusied my thumb when retrieving trays from the autoclave. a bubble of a miniature size of singapore is now proudly marked my right thumby.

i fell again from a flight of stairs. this time my heels gave way and i landed on both my knees in slow motion. what startled me is the momentum of the whole swing. absolute praying style with both knees on the ground. this historical moment of shame was caught by a passing-by teacher as well as a group of secondary school students loitering outside the dental clinic.

i must and am going to change my shoes. i don't want to end up being a cripple and coerced to break my bond.