22-07-07` random

i have a stronger bond with my family now. reason being i am spending more time with them. the weekends which i used to burn on dates. brother and his girlfriend are not at home now, this contributes to my importance in the family. though i get irritated by the rattlings and naggings pretty easily, the warmth of family does touch my heart.

i have always wanted to do a poll, to find out how others think i am.

"do i appear to be strong?"

"am i a good listener? a good advisor?"

i am not.

i came to realise i play the part of listener more compared to throwing out my sorrows.

i have the mentality that i shouldn't trouble others with my troubles. thats why if u have noticed, i seldom touch on the issues on personal relations. i hastily cut the chase and put a full stop. period.

and because no one notices, i just laugh it off and continue my role as a listener, entertainer.

people gets drifted away. people gets busy. who will sit down and listen to your story? its a cruel truth.

what does the water in my eyes symbolise?

i am no saint. i need a shoulder.

tired.

good night, world.