11-07-07` dreading as a DT

i am losing it. only a week into my 2 years will-be career and i'm dreading it.

phobia may be a better term to describe it.

doing something u knew u don't like yet u HAVE to.

an analogy - u have spent the last penny in ur pouch for the rest of the week for a can of campbell soup, only to find out that it has passed its expiry date.

no PR pretences, awfully tired for that.

i cannot stand children with attitude. "GOD ALMIGHTY" attitude - you peasants shall bow in presence of me and i shall receive nothing but painless dental treatment from you.

with an authority figuring pin-pointing your mistakes, sense of worthlessness deepens as days go by. scrimp and save for the government? with that pittance of salary, the psychological balance is just off.

i am creating sins. yes, i might be killing or potentially endangering the life of hundreds of teeth.

i am unhappy.