01-07-06`

having free time means thinking thinking and more thinking.

its making me frown and destroying my brain cells at a rapid rate.

i'm not prepared to recieve 'critical' scoldings from the 'author' of the 'even bacteria is clever than you'; not prepared to return to the 8- 5.30 life; not prepared to going back to my small campus, cooping in a small classroom, holding onto books, READING mini micro words that filled the pages.

a sense of uneasiness. this might spells the end.