30-07-06` colgate dinner

attended the colgate dinner.

everyone looks gorgerous :)

despite the feverish encouragement from the Q&M boss, to go up front to the other subgroups to introduce ourselves, make ourselves known, "hi, i am hello hello hello, i'm still single and available", we still preferred stick as a DT group. we're a whole lot of anti-socials, blahs!

seen a few familiar faces there. undergraduates from NUS, DOs from NDC, HPB.

the dinner turned out to be a 8 course dinner (just like a wedding banquet) with little gifts for each guest on the table. (joyce's 'must bring home item' even it were to sacrifies the dinner, weiwei frantically looking for ppl to exchange her green colour handphone strap for a pink colour one)

future joyce boyfriend / husband please look out - she loves to eat VINEGAR concluded from the way she added the amount of vinegar into her sharks fin, counted by SPOONFUL. how i know? because the thought of her environmentalist teacher who inspired her the "thou should not kill" mentality. she happily added vinegar and pepper, and i had to finished it for her. a way of getting back to me perhaps?

the big bosses went toasting to every table, and we started to have butterflies in our stomachs. for a simple reason that we're kind of outta place there (considered nurses in a room full of doctors) and our table is gonna achieve the highest pitched 'yum seng!'

more butterflies as certfiticate of appreciation was distributed one by one on the stage. OMG! had a feeling of impeding doom as i recalled that im gonna be the first on the list becos of the 'C' surname. but i soon realise the good thing of being senior there - can sabo juniors to collect for all of us on our behalf. lols! but the host started reading names before we can stop him. "MR cheng swee lim" *ARRRRHHHHHHHH. parents, please don't give ur children names that cant differentiate the genders. i'll have to tell my parents that.

we ordered a glass of wine before we go. the waiter was giving us that kind of 'huh, a glass of wine?' look. oh man, we looked underage? maybe that might not be the case if we were to ask for a glass of FRESH MILK. hahas.

went home with feet full of blisters. OUCHS!

27/07/06` disappointment

gathered all my courage to find out something that i wished to know but avoid doing so. like a thief turning himself to the police.
FEAR. PHOBIA.

despite the mental preparation i had mustered, the feeling of being shot by an anaesthetic gun is so vivid; the world turned black and swirled into the screen i had been staring for the past 5 minutes. blanked; gears in brain prompt me to get a reaction.

the same old feeling as the one i laid my eyes on my o levels result slip.

hoped that u'll be the one to break the curse. the theory which i always think is right. but promises that once looks so real are so fragile. PROVEN creatures from mars cant be trusted.

22-07-06` CPU

gotten a new CPU! since my bro has a diploma in IT, unleash his potential and make it to good use before it turns rusty and begins to hide somewhere within the subconcsious. A devoted maple-r who loves to stay in the cave, mapling, predictably grumbled of the time lost when he can use that to level up. blahs, thats my bro! haas. i'm a total moron when it comes to IT stuff but hey, i have my contributions to - when he tried the tooth whitening product!

happy with my duo core intel p4 processor.
hope it'll live longer than my 'ex'. hahas!

21-07-06

this is for you, tan wei wei - U P D A T E!

and happy racial harmony day (:

shall be going marketing for a desktop later on. need financial assistance from my financial support group. (health psycho tutorial)

15-07-06` not in service

com is pronounced dead. this site will be left stranded till later updates

08-07-06` new school term

first week of attachments and school.
dragging my body up everyday. high time to readjust my body clock.
when skills arent practised for a long time, they became 'rusted', hidden somewhere within the subconsious mind. only in emergencies or of the verge of committing sins that they will be able to be retrieved.

PROJECTS. one thing i dread most throughout school life. hate the panicky feeling just a few mins before the presentation. the cold sweat, icy palms and adrenaline pump. ARRRRHHH

interestingly, little did i know the existance of taiwan smelly toufu in pasar malam. the fermented beancurb that taste just like the normal ones to joyce. the 'characterised smell' can be sensed from 3 stalls away. combined with the power of durians the next stall marks my journey back home as challenging as retrieveing the mantra from 'the journey to the west'.

01-07-06`

having free time means thinking thinking and more thinking.

its making me frown and destroying my brain cells at a rapid rate.

i'm not prepared to recieve 'critical' scoldings from the 'author' of the 'even bacteria is clever than you'; not prepared to return to the 8- 5.30 life; not prepared to going back to my small campus, cooping in a small classroom, holding onto books, READING mini micro words that filled the pages.

a sense of uneasiness. this might spells the end.