23-04-06` cough *kemm..

had been having chronic dry cough for quite some time. the itchy throat. self diagnosed "emphasema". must be companied by the sudden fever last sat. for those who assisted and whom i assisted/ hang ard, sorry for being such a pesky coughing machine. seems to spread the cough to my dearest. my family seems to develop this cough one by one. i hate waking up in the middle of the night periodically just to cough a few times. mentally and physically exhausting. :(

my mind is drifting. its harder to focus. i'm doing from bad to worse. if it were to be plotted in a graph, it would be a line diving straight down.
the disturbances are clear but my hands were tied.