21-02-06` last episode

today is the last episode to NUH.
plucked up the courage and shifted our usual observing cum hiding place to the other extreme corner. its the last chance to do so.
happen to see jiaching's patient whom we've seen from the last time by marie's partner (whoops, kept forgetting his name). still remember some quotes from him "Big straw - big straw suck away your tongue", "bread story", "memorising words on the kavo lamp". maybe its this resemblance that she wanna hold onto my hands. a sign of security too. handling special needs patients indeed requires lots of patience. 'gao ren' suggested the counting game which really work wonders. open the mouth for some time and then rest. the patient even got really high that she don wanna rest! WHAOS! haha.. but once in a while when he's doing the counting, he'll ask the patient not to squeeze my hand too hard. if my hands drop we cant fix it back. lols! but seriously, its not a firm grip at all. students from hong kong dental school also came to observe unlike the normal job shadowing ppl. one of them actually took photo of us while treating- jiaching, gao ren, the patient and me (-_-") the patient got me into the picture because she was holding onto me. GOSH.. later on, he introduced himself and asked me how was it. hahas.. i was like 'ar.. its alright. beats standing around doing nothing. i feel that i'm more useful now.' he knows we're dental therapists graduating next year siahs.
hais.. never got a chance to see 'feng feifei' up front. can only peek from the sides and back. its the last chance yet i blew it. completely. aching feeling. lost my appetite during lunch. this mark into another item of my regret list.