29-11-05` back to sch. hpb briefing

just the tot of going hpb makes me :( ; the tot of going hpb mon to fri, 8 to 5 makes me even more :( ; the tot of cutting cavities everyday makes me really :(
so imgaine how i feel towards going for the briefing? yar - :( practically dragging my feet there, using the mac to lure me back.
hopefully it would be short. my brain is in auto shut down these days. mini attention span. current major concern is to think of how to spend my remaining hols. ndc, hpb.. oh well, those can wait. opps.