Lingy gone into hiding

Sunday, July 31, 2005

31-07-05` dreams

had a strange dream 2 nights ago and it sets me thinking. it seems so real, just like a prediction of future.
somehow me and my boyfriend (dunno who he is) went out and we bump to this fortune teller. he says that we will be drowned. but my boyfriend can decide whether to let me survive by letting go of his hand and sink to the bottom of the sea or to let himself survive if he pulls himself up and drag me down. i looked at him and he remains silence. true enough, when we were rowing a boat, the boat capsized. i was nearer at the surface of the sea, whereas he's at the bottom. me holding tight onto his hands. i was struggling for air, waiting for his decision to either pull me down or let go. when i did my last struggle, he seems to know its time to make a decision and he.. let go. his eyes seems to be telling me to find a better guy outside and forget abt him. recalling this dreams bound to bring tears to my eyes.
i think this dream wanna tell me sth. i started to fit ppl in my lives to the role of the guy. how they would respond if he's my 'unknown' boyfriend. i came to a conclusion myself. one i know would let go, one would drag me down and another one.. have both possibilities. which do u think the category u falls into?

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