what could be worst?

i had screaming kids everyday. they SCREAMED at their highest pitch, CRY like a siren, TURNED their heads, CURL themselves n kICK their legs on the dental chair. i'm so stunned. how pampered kids r now. i just kept quiet. my CS must be wondering 'why this stupid girl don help me out'. really worried how m i going to face these patients in future. i'm quite sure i'll turn violent. (perhaps give them a slap n chase them out of the room)
conclusion, i m really scared now!
had the chance to see treatment of leong's premolar, pulpectomy, class IV by my CS.
i dropped the examination set right onto the floor. i squeezed too much decaly. i used gloved hands to retrieve instruments. i swap the wrong places in wrong sequence. didnt assist much, more of observation. oh gosh. i am dead.