quoted - the guy who love you

quoted these frm jing. sharing with all ^^

The guy who love you, can't tell you the reason why he loves you. he only knew that, in his eyes, you are the only one.

The guy who love you, actually always make you mad, but he do never know what stupid thing did he done, as everything he done, is for your own good.

The guy who love you, seldom praise you , but in his heart, you are the best, only he know it.

The guy who love you, will scold or complaint if you din't reply his message but others, because he cares.

The guy who love you , Only drop his tears in frontof you, when you try to wipe his tears, you are touching his heart , the heart which beats for you.

The guy who love you , will remember every word u said , even its accidentally. and he will use the word always at the nick of time.

The guy who love you, will not give any promise that easily, because he don't want to break the promise, he wants you to believe him and give you the happiest and safest life ever after.

The guy who love you, always tell you not to think too much, because they already plan it for you, he wants to give u the best life in the future, he want to give you a suprise, believe him that he can do it.

The guy who love you, maybe can't remember special occasion like some kind of anniversary,but , he do know that, every second he live, he's loving you, no matter what day is today.

The guy who love you, won't said " i love you" that easily, because everything he done for you is showing that he love you already, but only he will tell the word at the special situation, because he dun wan u to misunderstand, he want u to know that he love you.

The guy who really love you, will feel that, sometimes, something hav to tell for only once,because he thought that u might already understand him, if talk so much, he will feel that theres nothing you will cherish.

The guy who love you, will go to airport to fetch you, he won't carry a bunch a rose and call you darling like what you expect. but he will carry your luagage and ask you " why are you becoming that thin within two days?" with his sincere heart.

The guy who love you, will listen quietly to you,when you are mad, and when you finished, he will say, you still got class tomorrow, sleep earlier .with smile.

The guy who love you, don't know that whether he should call you when you are angry, but he will send a message to you after few hours, if you ask him why he call that late, he will said, when you are angry, my explanation are all

rubbish. But when you calm down, my explanation will only really works.

The guy who love you, always call you little girl,but everytime he want to make a big decision, he will first want to hear your advice.

The guy who love you, don't like little toy like teddy bear, but he will always put the bear you gift him at his bed.

The guy who love you, while quarelling, he willapologize uncontrollably, although you are the one who's wrong, and later, he will sent a message to you with " baby, actually you know its your fault,you know it urself "

The guy who love you, while really miss you, he will want to buy a bunch of rose and wait you stupidly under your apartment.but he never knows , what he bought is daisy, but doesn'tmatter, because in his heart, that's roses.

The guy who love you, seldom said sweet words,but you know, his kisses already transfer his all passion to you.

The guy who love you , if he can't always see you, he will try to make himself busy, for not to have any time to remember you, because he knew, if he did, he will keep on missing you until he could do nothing.

GALs in crush, love, do you think the guy who's beside you do really love you? if yes, wish you have the happiest day ever after.

idling.meandmyteebee

having serious diarrhoea today - runs for 4 or 5 times n its in a really bad state.
been watching 'my date with a vampire III'. starting to love it.
the great singapore sales is on. feeling of staying at home while the annual sale is on really sucks. its like u feel like poot poot, giving u a toilet bowl but u cant open the lid; having the best com but w/o electricity. grrr...

my boyfriend is type B

my boyfriend is type B
watched with my besta buddy jing. phew, finally able to drag someone to go with me, despite the fact that she had not the slightest clue what the movie is abt. *grins. one not interested, preferred madagascar. -_-"
the movie is real funny! luffing all the way! the whole threatre was full blasting with laughter for almost every sec *except those sad parts. it's added with animations n exaggerated scenes that sets u tickles. the grene is similar to windstruck and my sassy girlfriend. so if u're a big fan of these 2, be sure to check it out- its a not-to -miss movie.
basically the movie is abt when a blood type A girl who's very kind in nature, believe lots in destiny meet a scorge mr blood type B. it describe how each blood type person reacts upon treating the one he love. in this case practically for type A n type B. guys with blood type B are supposingly to be the worst lot of all. each blood type contains certain hormones that circulated n affects how ur molecular body clock in ur brain works.
i would give it a 10/10. tops of all movies i'd watched. gonna get the vcd when its out. *thumbs up

bORRRed!!

urgghh.. so booorrred at home.
practically sleeping for the whole day.
bugging my mom to go abroad but seems impossible. the auntie ar, most probably go genting only.
kinda lazy to work. no talent in talking so cant do promotion jobs. bumps.

results

virruummm virummm.. my phone vibrates. ignored it n go to slp. its 5 plus in the morning. wake up suddenly, toss and turn, read the msg. its the results sms. gotta a big fat C for my inf ctrl, so didnt expect much. huh - response to the grades of the 5 modules. didnt know which is which. tot the C+ in the sms refers to my opt tech. that will mean that i'll have another C by inf ctrl.
its half an hour before i shud 'officially' wake up n prepare for attachment. couldnt get back to slp.
manage to hypnosize myself to have some eye shut.
got up and check the results online. phew, the C+ is inf ctrl.
fare kinda badly. well, worst than last sem.
the sms will appear much more nicer if only i studied needle stick injury and did better for that inf ctrl. *regrets.

monitor

got my LCD monitor ytd. 17" samsung 713N for $420. dad sponsor 250, the rest i owe my mom n paying her back with the vacation job salary.
kbox only employing permanent staff, not students who can only work for 2 months. made a trip down but to found out the requirements until when we got there. grrr.. drats, shudnt have promised my mom to return her the money with the job when i havent actually got one. oeps. i'm done in good o trouble.

free public dental health screening

its a rainy day.
went toa payoh to see the NUH yr 3s giving free public dental health screening. saw khu, yanxu, kok siew, whm, sly (ang kok yang), xander, etc etc.
yippie bought my pinky ring. toothpaste. mac donald's happy meal toy.
applied for jobbie at k box. going interview on mon. * wish me luck
sleeeeepy..
weather reflects my mood.

what could be worst?

i had screaming kids everyday. they SCREAMED at their highest pitch, CRY like a siren, TURNED their heads, CURL themselves n kICK their legs on the dental chair. i'm so stunned. how pampered kids r now. i just kept quiet. my CS must be wondering 'why this stupid girl don help me out'. really worried how m i going to face these patients in future. i'm quite sure i'll turn violent. (perhaps give them a slap n chase them out of the room)
conclusion, i m really scared now!
had the chance to see treatment of leong's premolar, pulpectomy, class IV by my CS.
i dropped the examination set right onto the floor. i squeezed too much decaly. i used gloved hands to retrieve instruments. i swap the wrong places in wrong sequence. didnt assist much, more of observation. oh gosh. i am dead.

impt for dts

Attention! i'd ask xander abt playing mahjiong under the request by ah pok, n he said that this week is a nono. he had something on weekends. at the mean time, i asked for leonard aka wo hen mei no. - shud know who izzit for eh? haaz.. mr whm says that they'll be having free dental screening for the public on this sat, at toa payoh (exact location not specified). he would be on frm 12pm to 3pm. they gotta 3 shifts so he dunno which shift xander falls into. i heard frm mr khu that he's going in the morning. hmmz.. do 'u-know-who-izzit-for' n e rest wanna go? its okay that i missed xander.
today attachment is.. well dunno how to explain. my CS is nice, like my own mother. she knew my name b4 hand and i feel so much better. we speak chinese-cum-english. phew~ she's real friendly, n i'm glad to work with her. the kids were crying, trying to escape frm the dental treatments, throwing tantrums, talking among themselves. the suitation is so different frm the previous NUH attachment whereby they do things slowly and cautious towards infection control. for my case, there's always 2 paitents waiting thats why there's no time much for disinfecting every spot n by the procedure stated in our notes, its like wipe here, wipe there then wala! done. there's almost 3 or 4 students barged in every 10 mins n request for extractions! there's practically a LONG queue, like 5-6 paitents in there, running, shouting at their friends. wad a scene! its almost impossible to calm them down. i tried giving oral health instructions like toothbrushing but they simply arent listening! perhaps i'm not fierce enough towards them. feel kinda paisehz to give OHI - this is when i felt a tinge of regret esp after signing the bond. gotta give toothbrushing drill on friday. i have to learn to be brave.. n fierce too!

beep beep

withdrawal
when its not reciprocate

1st dAy hpb attachment!

8 days more (attachment) to hols!
yeapp, today is the 1st day yet i'm doing the counting down. its a good sign i suppose if i take it as a motivation as i strike out the number of days down
mRs teo brief-ed us through for most of the attachment stuff there. she's kinda nice person who can joke* (to a certain extend within mentor-mentees relationship) while firm when it comes to work. admire ppl who can strike a balance between personal life n work. guess her standards r pretty hard to reach n maintained just as dr hema's. hope i wont get too demoralised at the end of the day.
the healthzone part is kinda fun. hahaz. only been there when i'm 18. kinda paisehz to let ppl know siahz. had fun exploring the place, measuring our blood pressure (mine was like 97/88 or sth liddat), matching our faces with the different specs frames, pressing buttons, touching here and there, and the best part of it is that we get to exercise and measure our body fats. mine was like 24% oh gosh, imagine 1/4 of my body is made of fats. -____________-" well, it's better for me to skip that part.
went to outram park sec sch to visit the dental mobile bus there. its the same interior n exterior design as those parked in my sec sch. the one i spat outside the spittoon while rinsing coz the operator really tickles me off! grins* he threatened me to come back to mop the mess which i don mind at all but he's just joking.
back to the schedule. its all tight up so we have to complete our everyday journal including the interview essays daily, pass up on friday which is the last day itself. that means no time for pencil markings and careful planning. in addition we gotta do case study n present on the fri last day. drats. i'm squeezing myself to max.

thump thump! he called!

he called!
10.01 am - missed call frm him
10.34 am - called back ; no one ans
13.24 pm - he returned call!
chat for abt 1 min 34 secs. his voice is still as funny. he manage to tickles me again. so there m i laughing and smiling to myself at the bus stop, when i broaded the bus. looks and sounds cranky.
he called becoz i called when i tot he called in the 1st place. haaz. the atmosphere is kinda stagnant, awkward.
hmmz, somehow feel that he's treating me like a xiao mei mei. grins or boos?
anyone, everyone feel free to bombard his mail or phone. he got 2 lines and simply don't mind at all. at least before he download msn (err.. which i believe would take some time)
anywae, kept his msges =)

attachment-cum-monday blues

drats tml gonna start another round of attachment liaoz. still having the i-am-so-happy-to-rot-at-home feeling. didnt prepare anything.
my com monitor will turn black all of a sudden with streaks of 'lightning' like thing appear. very scary! seems like it's going to blow soon just like last time when my bro's friend came and use the com, it shows similar symptoms and next, it blows. with smoke somemore. haz. luckily that time is still under warranty but not this time. i'm the person last touch so hafta be responsible bahz. must go find out how much a monitor cost and get mentally prepared for the worst.
monitor: pls don die on me!

palawan

pALAWan beach
whOo..~ went sentosA with weiwei, shersher, pok n geok todAe! had lotsa fun playing hopstotch, volley / captains ball, card gamees, building sand castles!
the bIGG rain puts me off a lil. feeling lazzy thats why appears to be 'loww'..
a bIGG sORRy to da rest who hafta endure me lil AP. i seems quite moody eh? hope wont spoil ur day *crossing my fingers, praying hard.
n sORRies for not being able to stay throughoUt coz i wasnt aware of the staying over initially. really wish i was there.
i like our artistic hopping-o-stotch, our anyhOw volleyball skills, running after the bAll as it rolls (esp towards the sea!), the heartattack-cum-snaps poker which i'm really bad at it, n the finale - building of sandcastles!! really gotta thank weiwei fOr buying the cute lil sandscrupturing backpack which costs 10.90! - inside the red backpack there's an aeroplane sand model, a ship, a bucket, a castle model, etc etc.. we used our 7-11 big gulp cup to do up mini castles at the 4 corners of the big one n lil ships, aeroplanes surrounding it. touching up with sparkles n its all done n ready for the snaps!
forgot to mention abt the peacocks n AGAIN the lil black birds with yellow beaks which attaCk our stuff once after another. the peacock strolled on the sand n pecked on weiwei's potatochips! 'ARRRRRhhh!' we scream-ed. hahaz
aww.. aniwae, da whole day so memoriable! n i had my ball pumped. =) *twish! thanks everyone for making this day possible!

i sCREAm!

early in the morning 8 o'clock.. the sun is warmly shining into my room WHEN i was woke up by the renovations dwonstairs again! could feel the vibrations when i was lying on my bed. dRats. it'll been a few days n i had woke up early for these few days.
then.. i go wash up. this is when i scream. i SCREAM-ed.
there's 2 'pa-ge' (small lil black birds with yellow beaks) in my kitchen! one is pecking on my tabletop for food or something. imgaine how scary it is when u suddenly realise something black moving close to u and gives a 'griiiip' sound! then there's another one popping its head up in my pot / wok on my stove!! oh my gosh!! then they start 'griiipppppp'-ing again as though i m the intruder. to dear bird-ies, please lohz, get ur facts right. they flew out of the window to where we usually hand clothes n refuses to gO! so we stared with lots of 'fire chemical smell - huo yao wei' for quite sometime. i tot they'll be scared eh? this shows that they're thick skin. when they finally loiter to somewhere else, i go brush my teeth n still hear their 'grriiiiippppp'ing sound. urrgghh.. they better not make anymore invasions if not.. i'll smoothen my chopper and get it ready. the war has began.

the days

been watching tv, eating n sleeping like a marathon. i'm growing horizontally. drats. hate the renovations downstairs, they're doing the things over n over again. i could feel the vibrations when i lean against my sink or when i type in keyboard. oh man, this is crazy!

its over!

the exams are over. offically for now. yr 1 sem 2, byebye!
yr2 here i come!
thinking of it.. we only had abt 1 yr plus to be tgt with this lil class of 25. nostalgic.
its over yet i dont have much hols mood. maybe coz i did badly for the papers? i did worked hard.well, maybe there's a lil slacky feeling in the middle but braced through.
no doubt hygiene had proven to be one of the hardest papers we had set for. i was flipping through the papers. 'short' ans essays.. 2 marks, 5 marks each.. then the last question. i was stunned. HOST RESPOnse of periodontits. this is the 1st part. i couldnt make it out which one is it asking for. i tot for pathogenesis for a while.. then host response which i don have much memory of. sadly gotta resign to the fate that its the latter one. shocking no. 2. besides the question it printed [20 marks] i bENT forward to LOOK again. yupp, it carries 20 marks. so much for a question i don even know how i should ans to carry 20 marks. *pengz.. almost collapse straight. the MCQs are making me sweat. disastrous! to the point that i looked at the pencil and mumbled 'xander, tell me which one is the right one.' i'm insane, yes i m.
gonna rush for the clinical diary now though all i want is a lil enjoyment, in my own lil lala land..

we're sponsor-ed!

yuppie yeppie!! all the 6 of us got through! *smiles..! =)
thinking of wad joyce had said 'no matter u get A's or D's u're sponsored' which means u'll get a job in the end so i think i'll slacken a lil. but maybe getting a lil lil more as time goes on. haa..
cant concentrate on hYgiene which is the last paper to go. there's simply too mch for me to think! basically on how to spend the money instead of the periodontium. *duhfz !

flops

slpy slpy, exhausted, ha.. burnt myself out on the 1st paper.
today op tech paper is tough neh.. at least to me. when reading through the mcqs seems okay lahz, but when comes to the middle part i begin to realise 'hema is still hema' the questions are getting tougher. guess i did quite badly for the last part, how could i when i'd read the questions frm the last batch's paper? its either i'm dumb or dim-witted. n i conclude that its both.

new motivation found!

hehe.. its another lingy slacky time.
found myself a motivation - my pencil!
this is no ordinary pencils frm other black pental mechanical pencils.
XANDER n KELVIn k hAd used b4! aww~
if only xander didnt disinfect the pencil after use would be better. opps sorry forgot abt infection control.
geez, hopes this brings good luck *transmit all their brain cells to me when i'm doing the exams!

oh no..

i think there's a cockroach or sth in my room.. can hear the rustling sound of plastic bags and papers.. pls pls fly out through my window when i'm sleeping or crawl out of my room when i'm not at home or looking. i'll indicate the directions using paper arrows. pls pls pls don show up during this time.. i'll become hysterical and avoid my room = cant study. thanks for ur cooperation xiao qiang