スカイブルー☆スター. in A whiRl.. -0.u.t- -o.f- -m.i.n.d-

blOgger lOng time nO blOgginG sinCe heR lASt blOgged entRy in heR blOg..

its hARd to eXplAin the thinGs thAt happeneD reCently (jinG whO hAd again unfOrtunAtely beinG drAgged to be mY listeneR shud knOw, well.. fRet nOt, i'll 'spRead' the belAted news.. whEn i reAlise whERe to stARt nArratinG.)

wOrk as usUAl- alWays in a dAze.. dRifting off. the miSsion imPossiBLe tARget of sCAnning 4000 pAges a dAy is dRiVing me inSAne, esp iF kiAn yeOw weRe to reSiGn, leAving pOor me anD eMily tO remOve the hOrridOus, teRRible, diAsastRous stAple bullets. iTs rEAlly sCAry i can aSsUre u! at the enD of eAch dAy, the clEAning lAdy wOuld cOme and vAcuuM the flOor, cAusing awkWardness fOr me anD emiLy cOz we mAde the fLoor fUll of lil 'tRaps' (the stAples) and the 'sliEnt pRotest' by the cLEAning laDy. thOugh she didnT sAy muCh, i fEel prEtty bAd for the eXtRA wOrk loAd cAuse by me. =( thinGs aRent lOoking gOod fOr the dAta-entRy side tOo, sEems like theY're hAving loTs of pRoblems, wAni kept cAlling fOr eDWArd evERy 10-20 minS and the pOorie eDwArd hafta shOut 'yes?' aNd rUn to wAni. even dEnnis siGhed 'edwArd so suAy ahz!' uh-Oh~ seems liKe jinG sOrt of 'hAi' eDwaRd for pAssing the bAthon to hIm.. well, i gUess he's the oNLy pOtentiAl and pRomisinG onez theRez. hahAz

my life is a bIGGg mess nOw. theRe's nO diRections or anY sinGle indiCAtions wAd i shud dO neXt - like a sOtong lOst in a bIg sEa, flOating aRd. i'll betteR get oUt of thIs befORe anOther dePREssion attAck stRikes..