sADdie dAy-rie deepAVAli

toDAy can slp lAte laTe, aRd 9 plus thEn gO WOrk.
its anOTher dAy of sCAnning fOr me. beCoz of the cOnfuSion of the poSition of fileS, i sTARted all ovER again, fRm laSt niGht's fileS to ths morNing's, dEleted 600+ dOcument i sCanned. *hEArtAChe. thiNk 007 (jAmes) wAnna me dO sCAnning fOr the rEst of mY liFE. hA... bUt i keeP hAving pRob with cOmputErs. nO fATe, nO chemiStRy, kekEz
the pPl theRe still vERy sCared of me eh? fEel kinDA aWkwARd. ._.? oNly jAmes lAme-d with mE.
mY mOm sOrt of sCold me fOr the mOtoROla thinGy cOz my fRen or the aGent cAlled heR, tElling her to tell me tO tUrn up fOr wOrk the neXt day 9:30am lidDAtz, but beCoz i wOrked OT and when i cAlled bAck hOme no one answERing, me duNNo till tOday she bOught it up. she kinDa angRy tAt i didnt piCk uP her Call, sAying that wHAts the use Of handphonE if i dOnt anSwer. anYWay i alSo blUR, dUnno wAd she tOking abt the moTOloRa thingy and dOn dAre to ask hEr cOz she'S mOody. she wOuld prEfEr me tO wORk mOtoROla coz dOn needA fAce cOm fOr so loNG and wOrk fOr so loNG. i mSged my fRen whO intRo-ed me the joBbie and shE sAid heR aunT told the aGent thAt onlY one of heR fRen cAn be emplOYed. oBviouslY the peRson iSnt me - or iZzit its me thAt she cAlled bUt i misSed? tHat'll rEmAins a mySterY.
wEnt jOGgin with yIng in the eVEning... tO let off mY pRessuRe and of cOz.. sliM dOwn whiCh didnt vERy muCh pAid off. eAt too muChie fOr dinner liAoz.
sYlveSter sAng rEAlly well! i likE his oWn stYle of 'An jinG' aWw~.. dOn his voiCe simPly rESembles dAvid tAo and jAy 2-in-1? *obSessed!
wAtch 'rEn wO aO yOU' and cRied. So mAlu to cRy infRont of my pARents. lUCkily thEy didnt lAugh - at leAst nOt lAugh out louD that lAugh (lolz). it's vERy tOuching nEhz..~ =_( sUch a loNg time didnt cRy liAoz aPARt frm cRying beCoz of lAughing too hArd. hAve i re-aCtivAted my tEAr glAnds? well, pERhAPs...

泪是懦弱的表现
不想让人看见我哭泣，不想让人知道我的懦弱。
只会在一个人时忍不住让我的泪放肆地掉
_想飞