22-06-14' fatal blow

How many chances must one give to be benevolent to others and to self?

Fear, paranoid, hurt, scar of the past. The  scar silt opened with lies like razors. Bleeding mercilessly and relentlessly, tracing from the previous wound. My world collapsed when it ended. I am reminded how helpless I was- broken, despired. My family and friends were aching for me, trying ever so hard to lift me up. The journey was arduous and took years. Everyone knew the magnitude of the matter so much so that it becomes a taboo, a history never to be mentioned again. 

I don't know how to continue, or how to face it because I don't know what to trust or distrust, on the truth or the distorted truth. Am I seeking the distorted truth so that I could get the answer I wanted, to listen to the part I wanted to and disregard the rest? 

White lies are meant to protect one from hurt but cuts deeper in when the receiver knows the truth. Because this heavily mutilated trust. What is left when trust vaporizes? Nothing.

09-06-14' Maleficient

Maleficient is a great movie! I like plots with a twist and have always wanted to hear how it is like to have the story told by the villain. Are all villains borne wanting and waiting to be villains? 

I love Angelina Jolie, before knowing the fact that she starred as Maleficient. It gives me reassurance that it's gonna be awesome! For those who hasn't catch this movie, you should :)

17-06-14' FAT

当你看见从小到大的朋友都能穿下S 尺码，自己只能穿L, 简直是太恐怖了！

“死胖子，该更积极减肥了！！”

14-06-14' Planning the itinerary

喜欢这种周末无所事事的感觉！^^ v

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Planning itinerary used to bring me such a joy, now its pretty much dreadful because expectations on myself has risen so high that it creates fear of disappointment. 

In less than a month left. Mixed emotions.