I was happy to be able to attend Jing's convocation. The youthful atmosphere of an instituition makes me crave to be a student again. It's awesome to be surrounded by positive vibes.

I admire people who knew what they want, who dare to correct the wrong step they took. I wouldn't have such courage, for one to admit I've wasted 3 years to get this diploma, two, spending another 4 years working in this industry and three, adventurous for a change.

I'm messed up in my wiring. I wished I wouldn't involve lifelong decision making and things could be simpler like when we were in pre-school, going by the alphabets or formulas and it'll escalate you through to success.

19-7-11` fever

My fever is burning at 39 degrees at its peak and hovers around 38.5 degrees. I couldn't sleep around 3-4am last night, only managed to scrawl into slumber after I sponged my face and broke out in a sweat.

I have bad muscle cramps, due to the lactic acid built up from the previous run and the fever is making it worse.

My throat swells up, causing pain whenever I swallow.

The 'special' instructions from the quirky doctor among all:
Finish gargling hypochloride solution (ingredient in home washing bleach)

No exposure to fan or aircon
No spicy or heaty food, e.g. chocolate, durians
No sour food, e.g. orange juice
No crunchy food, e.g. crackers
No bathing and shampooing

May everyone is in pink in health, especially my mum, who is celebrating her birthday today.

18-07-11'

I ran 5 rounds last night and I can barely walk by today evening.

It's amazing how much my body mass has converted into fats tissue since my last run.

Calvin will be going for reservist for a week. I'll forget my sunblock lotion, perfume in the morning and I'll miss his honey drink.

:(