Spongebob Pinkpants!

2 nights before, I was stranded in the airport, with my luggage withheld by the customs because it was left unattended. The sheriff had to check for my identification before releasing it. Amist of the verification drama, he approached F for certification. I was stunned.

Last night, I was into a sideline at a medical clinic when the misfit of schedule created chaos. Apparently I was AWOL when I didn't know I was supposed to be on duty. F came into the picture to help addressing the issue.

In both instances, F floated in my subscious. Can dreams be planted or plotted? It's scary.

C deserves better. I do know that F does chair a certain position in me, maybe now and thereafter. But I hope the percentage and weightage reduces overtime. I have to eliminate whatever little puny chances of possibility; let's take it as he's married.

In nich of crisis in my dreams, I dreamt of him.

29/8; 6/9; 11/11

14-08-2010' working woes

I must say I am pretty much affected by work. Things aren't going well, again. Why do people have to make another person's life difficult? If by speaking up will help in alleviating the situation, by all means go ahead. If no, then why sneak around and report on the sly? Bring it onto the table before snaking to the top. I'm awfully disgusted.

One day, I hope, to cry like nobody's business and stop pretending to be who I am not. Just give me one day.

Will you?

10-08-2010` 7th month

It's the Lunar 7th month.

The pendant bestowed to me for protection is missing. Whatever it takes to unearth it.

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By default; random.

07-08-2010` Tent!

07-08-2010` Pre-National Day 2010

Uh, not much of updates hence this space is left stranded.

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I'm having a 4 days break from work because of the National Day PH. Whee!

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Scrapbooking is tough work! Count your blessings if you receive one because its 100% D.I.Y, started from scratch with papers, scissors, inks and nothing else!

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I'm reading 'Time Traveller's Wife' now. If you desperately need some instant vocabulary boost in your English to awe anyone, try hitting on the book. The author is awesome!

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Isn't it weird for a 23 year old to still undergoing self-identity? I'm confused with my ideal and reality self. I know it serves no point wallowing in self pittance but sometimes, I'm lost in the maze to find myself. Whoever I am not. And who am I to disagree?