29-03-09` Looking for alternatives

I am looking for alternatives now. People, please let me know if you are aware of any offerings.

My determination is sparked up, at least for now.

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Saturday has proven to be too short and Sunday came too hastily. I wish the weekends can ticktock slower.

25-03-09` abandoned

I felt abandoned.

Both work and personal.

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Mozzies attacked at the industrial estate. For a moment, I hope Ades fed on me.

thou are so silly...

24-03-09` Number 1

Attended the 'Number 1' talk. One common association with the speakers? brags about their income of 5 digits a month or having only to work 10-12 days a month. *roll eyes. basked with over confidence like the way a woman over do it with their perfume. That makes a point that if I were to make it big someday, keep it mellow.

Being an obstinate ox, my mind didn't drill in much inspiration thoughts.

A quote is meaningful thought,

'All of us here were once, a sperm, who won the race against all other 5 millions to travel through a dark, damp tunnel known as the fillopian tube. For once, to beat the other 5 million, we are already Number 1'.

Funny but true.

20-03-09` Tan's birthday!

Happy birthday tan! Hope you enjoyed our dinner at tampopo (and enjoyed how hky feedback to the manager regarding the service, 'Look, look, they are not smiling! You see the lady holding the tray, she's not smiling at all. As if we owe them money!') Salute hky!

hky and i continued part 2 by going to amk hub. An impromptu decision spells adventure! She beat me in every arcade games we played. wow wow! See how much training you can get with NDS. Well done hky!

Midnight movie shall be next, okay? Haha

17-03-09` Pasta buffet no more

Pasta buffet promotion no more. Such a dampen. I've planned ages to have a go at it during one of my leave yet its over.

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The intrudence of old flame had me unsettling. Its not the matter of trust; its the thought of you loving that person for 4 years that got me worried, or rather you can associate that with jealousy.

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I am yearning for more break from work.

05.03.09` Toying with the possibilities

Lack of updates means I've been busy, bottling my emotions up.

I've been toying with the dangerous thoughts of 'WHY, WHAT, HOW' if I were to head off for another direction.

I know I will have more personal time for myself (whether I like it anot); love myself more; trying hard to organise timeoff for my khakis (despite the high rejection rates); be more attentive to my family.

I know I won't be able to continue driving; being loved; hanging around with people from all walks of life, practically people the guai kia won't associate with; increase my GK (General Knowledge); to feel happiness.

I don't know why am I thinking about these. Its not a healthy thought but maybe its a phrase people will go through.

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I am still impressed by the morale a movie is trying to convey.

"Love is like a smokescreen. What you see might not be the truth and the truth might not been seen by you".

It was portray as a lady who admires 2 man on separate occasions. She saw both man A and B with different women and associate them being attached.

At a twist of fate, Man A has the opportunity to explain that the woman she had seen was his 'sister'; Man B did not share the same destiny to clarify that the woman was actually his friend's girlfriend.

In the end, the woman chose Man A who lied to her - the lady was his then girlfriend.

She will never know she has misunderstood Man B and Man B will never know he was being mistaken.

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Though at times it may be difficult, I would still say I am very happy now.

04.03.09` Going TW again

Attended NATAS fair last weekend. After going through the stalls, we began to swive out between the good and bad bargains. The best deal we reckoned was, $860 for 8D7N at Rainbow Hotel (3*), flying by Cathay Pacific transit at HK for 2 hours. So instead of flying for 5 hours and having one meal on the plane, we will be stretching our travelling time to 8 hours, having 2 meals on air. We were so immerse in excitment to stop and shop at HK that we forgot to factor whether we will have money to shop.

For this I will need 8 days of leave. I have to work out my maths hard with my leave application during the March school holidays.

As we are peeling our eyes hard on the bonus we will be receiving in reward for our work hard the past year, we are anticipating the similar stress level for the upcoming 'assessment'.

Work processes were modified from time to time and they expect us to adhere to the last minute changes and pretended we have been doing it for econs. Oh its so silly.

I do have the evil thought of throwing a resignation letter. I will if there is a chance. Do I smell hope?