29-08-07` wits meeting

my first wits with the dentovision. all the aunties, uhs, seniors i mean, are nice and funny! the fact that the group belongs to high flyers makes me a lil stress over the performance.

***
your presence ignites a flame of hope. but it dies off like a match in the wind or will it?

u are a bad boy, i am a good girl. i don't know how to bridge this across. do u?

26-08-07` stage salon

wei der had kindly been the driver of the day and drive jing, miao and i to fabian's salon, 'stage' at bedok north. the journey was nice except the part whereby wei der attempted to temper with his E brake and made us topple / swing towards the driver's seat. LOL.

a student a year back is now a boss with 2 employees. his salon is pretty, modern. :)

all of us went for a cut and we were satisfied. hees. we only managed to see the boss in action when fabian came in the afternoon.

***
do you experience a sense of emptiness when a big event u have been looking forward to, is over?

i do not know what to expect, or rather i do not expect anything interesting to happen after today.

perhaps i have put too much anticipation prior the actual event. or maybe i am wishing for something extra, a tiny whiny change.

my brain is staging a riot. yawns.

25-08-07` ying's b'day celebration

celebrated ying's b'day at st james powerhouse. the only section where guys below 23 can enter.

its my first time! umms, u drink and 'bounce'. not my kind of place but its another way to experience night life. haas.

when i got home and washed up its almost 4am.

i woke up at 8 plus in the morning, before my alarm buzz off. the 8 - 530 job has done well in training my body clock, but nonetheless, i still need my naps!

i don't dare to look at my toes after the tourment last night. it has been the greatest ordeal for my feet due to the misfit cutting of my heels. towards the end of the night, i did the most unglam thing - limp. haas. anyways, now by the look of it, wasn't too bad, blisters which all just require some time for the body to auto recover, at the same time not to agitate or aggrevate the condition.

well, i hope the b'day girl enjoyed herself with the dancing and stuff last night!

HAPPY B'DAY MY BELOVED YING!

24-08-07` wasted UL

wasted a one day urgent leave.

from now till end of year, i only have 9 days leave more. that means i have to go to clinic everyday during the school holidays in nov and dec after i used up the 9 days.

thats so sad.

TRAGIC.

23-08-07` probs with net

my internet explorer goes cranky. again.

i can't access to my own blog. there will be a small window indicating to open, save, cancel or more infor. whichever options will not lead you to the page.

the layout for neopets is a mass. at the top it says i have not installed the latest version of adrobe flash player.

for my yahoo mail, basically the key functions are paralysed. i can't reply to mails neither could i delete them. the bottom reads 'error on page'.

this is so crappy.

22-08-07` 'secret' - jay

muvee with jing! <<不能说的秘密>>

before the movie, i heard the ratings from people, 2 good VS 1 bad.

if a movie brings tears to my eyes, i would say that it is good. in this case, it did.

in the recent years i have not came out from the cinema with teary eyes. this was an exceptional. i was surprised myself.

the ending ost by jay narrates the show perfectly.
"你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡"

was emotionally charged. it sets me thinking, hmms...
vandalism can be so romantic. LOL.

19-08-07` starbucks ice blended choco

it was a beautiful sunday with the after shower breeze.

stiffy bored at home. i need a quick fix of starbucks ice blended choco.

18-08-07` BATA

izzit just me or the blogger now doesn't has the utility toolbar which allow you to post pictures?

defination of BATA from my brother. Buy And Throw Away - BATA.

finally a get-together with my cousin. the one with a merit in dip for optometry.

he's doing part time besides his ns duties and is already earning 3k per month. impressive isn't it?

he reminded me that there is more to life, and i thought to myself, getting a companion would just fit the bill. if not, i might as well occupy and delicate my weekends to adding more figures in my bank account.

15-08-07` 7th lunar month

its 2 days into the 7th lunar month and things start to go off track for me.

things screwed up in clinics. alright, i am dumb.

i burnt and brusied my thumb when retrieving trays from the autoclave. a bubble of a miniature size of singapore is now proudly marked my right thumby.

i fell again from a flight of stairs. this time my heels gave way and i landed on both my knees in slow motion. what startled me is the momentum of the whole swing. absolute praying style with both knees on the ground. this historical moment of shame was caught by a passing-by teacher as well as a group of secondary school students loitering outside the dental clinic.

i must and am going to change my shoes. i don't want to end up being a cripple and coerced to break my bond.

12-08-07` model?

aspired to be a model?

then try your luck and walk along paragon to heeren. you might be scouted!

unlike previous encounters, the lady has name cards with the company name and position as assistant project coordinator.

umms, she probably missed my tummy and reddy face.

11-08-07` first payday

wx told me last night that her pay was in. i went hurray-ing until my transaction for my phone bill went unsuccessful. the problem lies in me, presuming my pay is already in. luckily its paying using the SAM machine and but buying things from vendors, if not i will ban myself from the shop for at least a week due to the embarrassment!

then my anxiety rose. how come my pay wasn't credited?

this got me worried for the night. i forced myself to bed, because i know the next time i open my eyes the pay will be in. haas, a silly way of reassuring myself.

probably true to the point i got up around 5, then 6 again, and finally 7. can't seem to have a peaceful slp with the dumb thought weighing on my head.

the atm was temporarily down. what a coincidence. i have to find another atm. damm.

the figures made me smile. instantly i thought that being a DT isn't that bad at all. (note, its just an instaneous thought)

i thought i would go crazy swipping my card on my shopping spree. like a person straved for weeks and finally now, has a chance to eat to his fill in a buffet.

but no, i didn't splurge. the things i bought was either for others or items that were added to my wishlist a month ago.

i realised - the month of 'poverty' taught me the value of money. it trained me to think because during the 'famine' period, i learnt to differentiate the needs and wants. the needs e.g. meals and transport came first, that aside, i have not bought anything for myself.

especially when the money i carry were from others' generousity of loan. i came to know that everyone needs somebody in time of downs and i appreciated that in my case, the somebody are my family and friends, namely mom, xiaoxin and jing.

only when u are in the worst state, would u understand the humane and warmth of relations the past generations have been yakking, the civics and moral education have been trying to put through.

now i reflected on myself, actually the wants can come without and i will still be fine.

enough said, hope i won't revert to my old ways. :)

09-08-07` NDP. window shopping

other than the usual crowd at town on a public holiday, there's another interesting point to note. people are in red. well done patriotic citizens!

AX, CK, DKNY sales up to 70%. *awws!

as we loitered the malls, we discovered this! Blythe dolls! my favs :)

which doll would you fall for?

08-08-07` NDP obersevance

went back to hpb for he NDC observance. i wrote "NDP observant" in my clinical diary. didn't realised the mistakes initially, but when i did, i couldn't care less to change. lol

there were wen xiu, geoky, mary.

a memorial shot of the day.

whose briken sole do you think is the darkest? hahas. it looks like wen xiu's pair suvived through a fire according to geoky. i think i will be the runner up for being 'mr darkie'.

sidetrack-

it irks me when i see a woman, a desperado. (pronounce as: des-per-a-do. a lil similar to french?) yes, it would be good to settle down with a stable yatch. but stop riding on the sampans. you don't have a harbour of ships, yatchs, boats and sampans for you to choose for chris sake. and seriously, it contradicts to your passion for freedom.

05-08-07` NDP 2007

thanks to the national day, i get to rest on a thursday next week! whoopie hoo!

i hate thursdays. the feeling that having to slog for another day before TGIF is simply nerve wrecking.

my brother is going to register his marriage within this year and held his wedding next year. i am going to be sister-in-law in my 21st. omg.

looking forward to next saturday, the holy 11th aug!





my first paycheck! i have a looooong list of 'to-buy' and 'to-do'. its only right to reward myself. been contemplating whether to get this lovely-dovey wristlet!



awws..

02-08-07` mc

on mc today.

mentally unstable until payday.