28-04-06`

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JING!

had ourselves stuffed with all the delicacies in sakura, suki sushi. its till the extent of me puking out a half eaten siew mai after much chewing in the mouth. yucks!
proceed on to an ulu ktv in some ulu corner of an ulu shopping centre. a 'sacred' memorial place for me. hees. the more enjoyable thing is not hogging onto the mike and sing, its to listen to tuck wei sing. imitate singing techniques from others. lols. he'll be on the screen for top fun prog. i was eating my lunch with my mom when i saw this top fun commerical. he's inside - dancing! OMG. i shifted my head from my bowl to the monitor again and watch it CLOSE. its him alright. hahas, immediately screamed 'IT'S MY FRIEND!' then my kpo mom said 'the red one izzit? aiyoh this thing flash so fast, cant see his face properly.' come to think abt it, its not very nice to let your mommy knows that u got such talented GUY friend outside who she don't even know the exsistance of this 'mr X' guy until u brought it up. this gonna led her to think how many other mr x, y, z friends i have. :X

got my air tickets to shanghai this june hols. will be going on the 15/6 ~ 24/6. thats abt 9 days. both will be night flights. wheee! so excited! thought this emotional ride shudnt be happening on my study break.

25-04-06` study break

this is supposed to be my study break yet its more like pre-hols planning break. my mind is pre-occupied by shanghai trip. its gonna be my first advanture out of spore and m'sia! haas, village pumpkin. predicted it might not be a short stay so it would be wise to start starving now than later!

23-04-06` cough *kemm..

had been having chronic dry cough for quite some time. the itchy throat. self diagnosed "emphasema". must be companied by the sudden fever last sat. for those who assisted and whom i assisted/ hang ard, sorry for being such a pesky coughing machine. seems to spread the cough to my dearest. my family seems to develop this cough one by one. i hate waking up in the middle of the night periodically just to cough a few times. mentally and physically exhausting. :(

my mind is drifting. its harder to focus. i'm doing from bad to worse. if it were to be plotted in a graph, it would be a line diving straight down.
the disturbances are clear but my hands were tied.

16-04-06` feverrr

watched keeping mum. Rowan Atkinson (Mr Bean) is the main character. our expectations are relatively higher so there's a tinge of disappoint by the end of the movie. ability to interprete england- english (and fast) will be much of a big help esp no subtitles were shown.
mom went genting
my head was burning a temperature of 38.5. it stayed within the 38 range throughout the night. was ordered to go to the 24 hours clinic if it shot up to 39.
extreme-ties in hot and cold is the most unbearable. hands and feet are freezing yet other parts are burning.
the food that comes to my mind when feeling sicky will be congee. yes, a simple porridge. if it was chinatown's will be even better. haas..

10-04-06` NEW BORN CR

managed to get my CR done. phew.. if not i might consider potan-ing school today to avoid embarrassment. there's definately a high price to pay for paying for the low cost.

i didnt like there at all. the nurses / receptionist took ages to attend to my registration alone. they were busy handling stuff of the previous patient and answering call that i was totally ignored.
this is a real piss off matter when my appt was at 9.30, and i reach there, infront of the reception desk minutes before 9.30. and by the time they finish their dilly dally matters, they finally registered me at 9.31. ya, so i was considered a late patient, and others who probably came without appt and sitting around the waiting area went in before me, in front of my eyes. it was until 10 when i was sent in the surgery room. patients were outta the surgery for quite sometime yet no one was called in. i had to approach the receptionist to enquire how much longer do i have to wait will then action taken to call me in. it makes no sense in making appt in the first place, early in the morning at 7.58 when i only have to go sch at 10.30, to make a call and specify that i have a lecture at 10, so to have an eariler appt which turns out not early at all.

compulsory examination that excludes OHS, E/O, I/O. she doesnt even bother to note down the ulcer that i 'kindly' told her. airotor was used for almost 90% of the work done. it was traumatising esp when used in silent tx. cavity was enlarged and great deal of sensitivity can be felt. my brows frowned involuntary and for one point my id tells me to 'YELL AT HER!'
occlusion checked, ejector thrown, bib removed and everything is all set for me to go off. i felt the palatal surface of the filling with my tongue and realised that its as coarse as sandy cement used in construction. i asked "is it supposed to feel rough?". it was this question that saved me as she unconvincedly lowered the chair again to examine and trim the coarse-y parts. the standard of the graudates can be concluded. and i know exactly who she is.

08-04-06` IDEM . Death of my class 4

idem. happy to be much of a help there. the tee is nice, the people are nice, the goodie bags are nice. though there was offically 2 receptionist, one was doing the majority of the job thats pq, compared to hl.

my class 4 pronounced its death on 08 april, 8.45pm after 10 years of service. the causes of its death is unknown but the predisposing factors are possible caries on the mes margin and wear through its long service. the weapon used was rice. duck rice. the signs and symptoms were sensitivity towards the mes margin a couple of weeks ago and a discoloured margin. i did the best i can be applying toothpaste, flossing daily but tradgy strikes inevitably. i grieved upon its death. dental management are to be sought immediately.

06-04-06` keep away

xtremely moody these days. typical behaviour when i'm stressed up. keep away to ensure your safety.

03-04-06`

i need to be amused. bored these days.

cheery tomatoes are nice when u're hungry. (in fact anything turns out yummy when u're desperate for something into your tummy.)

exams coming. i should be on the tracks soon. just wait till i get my hands on a new pair of sport shoes. a cheapo pair will do. i can keep my weight below 50, then. what i'm worried most is getting the momentum back. discipline.

01-04-06` APRIL FOOL'S!

whatever you say turns out rejected. you will not contribute anymore. avoid clashes. just shuddup and do what you are supposed to in the end. this is self-defense mechanism. but people might labelled you as a good-for-nothing. this happens when there's too much leadership within.
down to the point, if people aint self-centered, frictions will reduce. be manligianous. no point fighting over these itchy-scratchy stuff. but do abside to your principles, upper and lower limits, if its way off, face off.
the computerisation is taking up lots of time. but that means we can talk to our patients more. and drift away more from dental aspect. yar, to dramas, trends, friendster which my patient is proud to proclaim to be a owner of 500+ friends account. she wanted to link me up but i successfully divert the topic. its awkward - imagine her browsing through my neoprints with joyce and co. matching our personal lives and occupation. its hard to imagine.
had my april fool's day auntie patient. hees, our auntie telepathy works well together.
i want to be a good clinican. its yet a far destination.